Life, friendships, love…..happiness
What are these but an illusion
We convince ourselves we need?
Will we truly die without them?
No, we do not die on the outside,
But we die a slow death on the inside.
Cold and alone is the lot in life we pay
When we learn the fragileness of our own souls.
Is there such a thing
As a selfless friendship
When people expect certain actions
Or want something in return?
“It is better to have loved and lost
Than never to have loved at all”
Is the idiom we hear
When we cry into the night.
Is it truly better though?
I do not know.
I do know the pain of having lost that love
Be it a friend or no.
The simple answer that I have is,
I am not sure if the pain is truly worth it.
Worth having had the friendship
Or the love of another.
Would I do it all again?
Trust in another
Share in another…..
Simply put……I do not know.